My very First Blog Entry

Actually, i was never thought that i will ever start a Blog cos i always think that my life is kind of uninteresting and boring... But then again, going through blog from friends, i started to take a 2nd look into blogging (OK... A few times more that 2nd :P)

From various blog, i saw happiness, sadness, frustration, depression, love, breakup and many more...

I asked myself :" Do writing blog help in coping emotions?" Most of the reply i got "YES".. But then again i asked:"But what is there to write?" and reply is :"Just go with the flow.. Writing blog is about u, not about others..."

Because of this, I decided to start...

So for my 1st posting, I decided to let u know who am i... (It's not going to be easy though but i will try)

First of all, My blog name is Manthony G which is also my real name... hehehe... Just turn 30 this year and looking forward to my 30s.... Been working in the Banking industry for more than 7 years now... (yes abit bored but then hey with the retrenchment affecting majority, I'm glad i still got a job)

Well let see what else i can tell u... People who know me know that i kind of a perfectionist in any other way u can think of (Good or Bad not sure)... Maybe good in the way that i push myself to get better each time and get it right but bad in the way that people around me will feel unnecessary stress from me indirectly.

I believe that opportunity only come by once... It's like u have a seed in your hand... Do u want to plant it to make sure it grow into a beautiful plant or u just throw it away thinking that it useless to you...

A wise woman once say this to me:" U have the seed (opportunity) in your hand, instead of throwing it away. Why not make full use of it and see what come out of it? Opportunity don't come by that often in life. U either make or break it. But when u see one, will u able to to seize it if u think that it useless to you?"

And to be frank, this have been my belief ever since she tell me about it. I only live life once... I will never able to take back time and relive it again. I will never able to change what has already happen. I will never be able to undo what was already been done... But yet again, all these ups and downs made me who I am today...

To others, I may be someone who seem very strong both emotionally and mentally but am I. The answer is NO. I may put up a strong front for my family, friends, colleagues and other people but then deep down inside me, i just as chaotic and vulnerable as anyone else.... Being strong is what was thought to me when i was young by this wise woman of my life...

Beside being a perfectionist, I am humour, handsome, cute, dark and very fashionable (Hahaha... Very Thicked Skinned, right... hahaha) Just joking on all these unless you think otherwise... :P

Hmmmm.... I am also.... Wait... Wait a min.... Damn this is hard... Why is it so hard to write about myself... Give me some pointers pls.... pls.... Fine! I give up...

So i guess that for now.... Hahaha