Confused!!!

I am at the cross road once again... This time, by a person i called my friend...

We have plan together to build a business together but then deep inside me, i wonder will he back out... "We will discuss when i'm back..." is what i gotten from him... So is he keen or is he not... I am confused

We have plan to travel together when he is back this time round but once he attached, everything goes down the drain... In fact, i don't think he even remember about the trip... I once say to him, the moment, he got into a relationship, everything else means nothing to him... he said he will not... But guess i am right about this....

I started to realise that maybe a friend to him is something less important than a relationship... What make me think so? Hmmm... Maybe this is what exactly happen the last time he was back... We suppose to meet up to discuss business but in the end, i was being fly aeroplane because he spend all his time when he is back with his new lover... And the business has taken a back seat again...

This time round, i guess the same situation happen again... He is in a new relationship and this time round, when he is back, most of his time will be spend with his new partner/ parents... They even managed to have a trip together... So does he remember that we have some business discussion to do... I seriously doubt so... as he will be travelling most of the time he is back...

So i am confuse by his word and actions... Now, i have problem trusting him... Once and again, i put my trust in him with his words... But once and again, i lose faith in him with his actions...

Everything to me seem like words don't come with a responsibility to him... Just say and then forget...

It always going to be... "Hey my trip this time round is really very packed, will chat when i back next time..." Then next time come, nothing... another next time come, nothing...

Maybe i make a wrong choice in trusting and having faith in him... Maybe i am wrong about him... Maybe i am right about him... I'm confused... Really confused...

I trust you.... But once again, I am disappointed by you... You win again!!!

Ps: Expectation is not from me but what you have given me to expect... But then you destroy this trust with your own actions once again....