Dear Diary,
It been almost a week since we been together... Frankly speaking, i still feel like i'm dreaming... After all, i have known him for more that 20 years but never once i think that we can be together like this... Am i really dreaming?
Tomorrow will be our 1st week anniversary as he put it... Hmmm i wonder what is up in his sleeve... He seems to make it a big deal for tomorrow... All he mentioned is "Tomorrow is our 1 week anniversay... I have a surprise for you... I will see you tomorrow after work"...
I wondered is he estactic or am i realistic? Eventhough i know that it our 1 week anniversary but i just see it as an normal day with him... Not that i am not happy but i just think that is it necessary to celebrate 1 week anniversary? So does that mean we will have to celebrate 2 weeks, 3 weeks, 1 month, 2 months etc... Is it really necessary to make a big deal out of it? I would rather celebrate our 1st year anniversary which is more meaningful... Hmmm.. Maybe i just see it as 1 week anniversary as nothing more than spending a week together ba... But i guess i have to appreciate his effort and await for the surprise to come... :)
I din really get to see him everyday during the 1 week because of my work commitment but then when i get to see him, i feel so complete with him around me... Even when i am not seeing him, i feel happy... Happy that i have someone to miss... Am i sadist? How can missing someone be happy? But then this how i feel... I feel happy even at home alone waiting for him to call me... Hmmm guess i maybe a little bit sadist... :p
That all for today ba...
Goodnight diary....

1 comments:
It does feels right...experienced b4... :)
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