Merry Christmas to everyone of you again...
Last night was Christmas Eve and many of you will be out having fun and counting down to this joyful holiday...
For me, I was at home alone (by choice)... I have lots of invitations to parties and gathering and of cos not to mention the number of Christmas gifts i receive... Got at least 50plus presents from friends, colleagues etc... Ranging from personalised pens to shirts to shoes to shopping vouchers etc... But yet i am not happy
I went for a doctor appointment on Monday after my asthma attack and was given the ultimate bad new from him...
"Your heart is weakening and my lungs is badly flooded with the excessive fluid... I need to arrange for you to be admitted soon for a thorough checkup... You have to prepare for the worst result though"
My heart just sunk... I am lost of words... I really do not know how to react...
What i supposed to do now? Will i make it through the next Christmas? Will i ever be healthy again?
I been going to gym to build my cardio like the doc say... I been eating healthy but why he still telling me all these... WHY!!!!!
I getting really emotional and nothing seems to interest me anymore...
Will there be Hope for me???
1 comments:
Merry Christmas to you ! It seems like you are going through a difficult time...though i do not know u...but May GOD be kind and shower u with His blessing and let you go through all these smoothly...
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