As the days come closer, i slumber deeper and deeper into this unfamiliar territory... This cold and silence territory let me see the past of my life... The up and down... The high and low... The happy and sad... It maybe good for me but it maybe be bad for me... I see and remember things that i been hiding all my life... The pain, the hurt, the sorrow...
The past that i been trying to hide all my life surface into this unfamiliar territory... Everything is so cold... Everything is so sad... Everything is so dark...
I no longer sure what bring me here... I no longer sure why i am still here... I no longer sure will i find my way out... I no longer sure... It darkness i see... It coldness i feel...
"STOP IT!!! STOP IT!!!!" I screamed to myself... Struggling to fight my way through this territory... "I must get out of here... I MUST DO IT!!!" is what i been telling myself now...
But again and again, i feel exhausted... Sadness and sorrow seem to be eating me up... I no longer happy, I no longer myself... I am just a puppet in this world pretending to be strong for the people that i loved.... But i don't want to be a puppet... I don't want to act everything is ok...
Everyone has a fight in their life... And i am fighting for mine now...
Good Luck!!!!
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