Tears were flowing from the corner of Darryl’s eyes… He was feeling confused… Why is he so confuse about? He knew that he like Kenny but is it love? He knew that he feel great being with him but is this love? He knew that he misses Kenny when he is not around him but is it love? He was unsure… He was confused… He was speechless… But why did he let Kenny hug him then? Why is Kenny body warmth feel so nice? Why is his heart pounding like a lion falling in love with a lamb? What should he answer? Is this wrong?
Kenny: “Dear, you ok? It ok, if you don’t give me an answer… I just want to let you know how I feeling… I want to let you know my love for you is growing stronger and stronger everyday… I do not want to deny it, I do not want to hide it any longer even though it may not be the same after I say all those things, maybe you don’t feel the same, maybe you will hate me… But... I… I… I…”
Darryl turned around and faces Kenny… He put his finger on Kenny lip… Kenny remained silence… Darryl looked at Kenny and slowly removes his finger away… But Kenny tried to speak again… Darryl again hushes him… They looked at each other silently… Darryl lean forward to Kenny and planted a kiss on his forehead…
Darryl: “So do you want to continue talking or you want to know my answer…”
Kenny: “Your answer…”
Darryl: “Actually I really do not know how to answer you… Maybe I am still wondering whether I am feeling the same for you… But deep inside me, I know that you mean a lot to me… I do not know whether this is brotherly love or is it otherwise… But looking at you each time, I tell myself… No matter what happen, I will protect you, be there for you, take care of you… When you say those things to me, I feel your love for me… But I am scared… Scared that you will leave me… Scared that you will not in my life anymore… Scared that it may just be a moment of fun for you… I…”
Kenny: “No… It not a moment of fun to me… Do you know how much courage I have to brave myself in order for me to take this step?”
Darryl: “I know… And I understand… But…”
Kenny: “You know you once told me that being in love is about doing the right thing at the right time… I have been with you since young and the love just grew stronger and stronger… During the trip, I saw you in tears… I tell myself I may not be good enough for you… More than once, I want to hold you hands… More than once, I want to kiss when I saw your face every morning… More than once, I want to hug you tight… The love for you is killing me… The pains of not doing all those things are killing me… It hurts so bad… It hurt to control my love for you… It hurt real bad…”
Darryl: “…..”
Kenny: “I love you, Darryl… I love you...”
Darryl: “I…. I… I…”
Kenny hugs Darryl forward and planted a kiss on him….
To be continue….
Kenny: “Dear, you ok? It ok, if you don’t give me an answer… I just want to let you know how I feeling… I want to let you know my love for you is growing stronger and stronger everyday… I do not want to deny it, I do not want to hide it any longer even though it may not be the same after I say all those things, maybe you don’t feel the same, maybe you will hate me… But... I… I… I…”
Darryl turned around and faces Kenny… He put his finger on Kenny lip… Kenny remained silence… Darryl looked at Kenny and slowly removes his finger away… But Kenny tried to speak again… Darryl again hushes him… They looked at each other silently… Darryl lean forward to Kenny and planted a kiss on his forehead…
Darryl: “So do you want to continue talking or you want to know my answer…”
Kenny: “Your answer…”
Darryl: “Actually I really do not know how to answer you… Maybe I am still wondering whether I am feeling the same for you… But deep inside me, I know that you mean a lot to me… I do not know whether this is brotherly love or is it otherwise… But looking at you each time, I tell myself… No matter what happen, I will protect you, be there for you, take care of you… When you say those things to me, I feel your love for me… But I am scared… Scared that you will leave me… Scared that you will not in my life anymore… Scared that it may just be a moment of fun for you… I…”
Kenny: “No… It not a moment of fun to me… Do you know how much courage I have to brave myself in order for me to take this step?”
Darryl: “I know… And I understand… But…”
Kenny: “You know you once told me that being in love is about doing the right thing at the right time… I have been with you since young and the love just grew stronger and stronger… During the trip, I saw you in tears… I tell myself I may not be good enough for you… More than once, I want to hold you hands… More than once, I want to kiss when I saw your face every morning… More than once, I want to hug you tight… The love for you is killing me… The pains of not doing all those things are killing me… It hurts so bad… It hurt to control my love for you… It hurt real bad…”
Darryl: “…..”
Kenny: “I love you, Darryl… I love you...”
Darryl: “I…. I… I…”
Kenny hugs Darryl forward and planted a kiss on him….
To be continue….
1 comments:
awww...so sweet!
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