Goodbye My Friend

Last afternoon, i received a call from a friend (J) to inform me that a friend of mine (X) has passed away due to drug overdosed...

The new didn't hit me as i was really very busy with my work... But when i finally something to myself, I called my friend to find out more about what happen...

He told me that X was found died in his room from drug overdose when his mother visited him in the morning... I was furious as i thought as X has always been a fan for chem fun and i was furious by the fact that how can people leave him just like that without noticing that he was motionless... I am also sad as more than one time, i persuaded him to stop the fun as it will cause him his life before he knew it and seriously i didn't realise that what i say has come true...

Today while i was making my way to the wake, i got a call again from J and he inform me that X actually committed suicide... I was shocked by the news and i break into tears...

I can never imagine him committing suicide and WHY???

Nobody will ever know the answer except for the words he left behind for us...

"To family, Sorry that i have bring shame to all of you... I always love you all no matter where i am... Next life i still would want to be your family... I hope i can... Please forgive me for my actions

To friends, Sorry to leave all of you with only memories of me... Am happy to know all of you and hopefully you will have a fond memories of me... Goodbye"

That all he leave behind for all of us....

I always believe that NO THING IN THIS WORLD CANNOT BE RESOLVE... Now only tears and sadness surrounding all of us and we can only tell ourselves that he will be part of our life in memory

To X,

You will always be remember as a friend to me no matter where you are now... All the moments we share together will always be part of me and i will never forget you for the whole of my life.. I promise...

Love,

Gerald