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Thursday, February 12, 2009

Love Is... (Part 49 - Wrong Move Again)


After the funeral, everybody seems to be back to their life except for Darryl… He try to move on with his life and pretending to be strong to everybody but then it just not the same to him since her departure… Nothing seems right in Darryl life anymore… He started to drink and smoke heavily everyday…

This is a side that Kenny has not seen Darryl in before… He is worry and tries his very best to be with him and help him get over this difficult period… But no matter what he does, Darryl just keep pushing him further and further away… He is totally lost of what to do and then he thought of Robin… He decided to check whether Robin will be able to make a trip down here…

It was the evening when Robin arrived, Kenny went to pick Darryl up from work and head to the airport directly…

Darryl: “Why are you heading to the airport?”
Kenny: “Nothing much… Just head there for food and have a walk…”
Darryl: “OK”
Kenny: “Dear, you have been drinking quite a lot recently… Anything I can do to help you?”
Darryl: “Nothing…”
Kenny: “I know you feeling low… And I am here for you”
Darryl: “Thanks but I’m fine…”
Kenny: “You are not… Have you notice you been pushing me aside more and more… If I didn’t pick you today… I may not even see you…”
Darryl: “I just busy and need to entertainment some clients…”
Kenny: “I know… But…”
Darryl: “I just busy ok… Don’t worry so much…! Stop interrogating me…” Darryl shouted…
Kenny: “I am not interrogating you… I am just concern… You have been drinking like nobody business… Why? Is it because of grandma… You think that drinking will help you get over your pain”
Darryl: “No…”
Kenny: “Then what is it?”
Darryl: “…”
Kenny: “You know this is not going to revive her… So why are you destroying yourself?”
Darryl: “…”
Kenny: “You are killing me slowly, you realise it? I am your lover but you are not talking to me… I want to help you but I can’t do it if you don’t open up to me… So please talk to me…?”
Darryl: “I am really ok… I will look for you if I need you… I promise…”
Kenny: “Sure?”
Darryl: “Yes… I promise”
Kenny: “It was supposed to be a surprise… but I think better let you know now… Robin is actually in town so we are going to pick him up…”
Darryl: “Is he? How come you din tell me earlier...”
Kenny: “I was so worry for you and you have not been talking to me so I was wondering whether his presence here will be better so I just called him… And so happen that he will be in town for 1 week or so… That why…”
Darryl: “Ok… What time will he arrive?”
Kenny: “He told me his flight will arrive at 745pm… So by the time, we reach there should be just nice…”
Darryl: “OK”

Once reached airport, Robin is actually at the arrival hall waiting for them. They went forward to give him a hug…

Robin: “Sorry for the loss… It must be tough for you” Robin said.
Darryl: “I’m ok… Don’t worry… Where will you be staying?”
Robin: “I will be at Westin Hotel this time round… Heard it kind of fun…”
Darryl: “Enjoy then…”
Kenny: “Let check you into the hotel first then go for dinner…” All of them agreed…

With the checking in done, Kenny approached Robin to talk to Darryl in hope that Darryl will open up to him. Kenny give the excuse that he go and buy dinner so they eat in the room and relax so to create opportunity for Robin to talk to Darryl…

Robin: “How have you been holding up?”
Darryl: “I’m fine…”
Robin: “Don’t lied to me… I know you… Tell me the truth…”
Darryl: “I….” Darryl just broke down and cry. Robin went up and gives him hug…
Robin: “I know it hard… I know”
Darryl: “I feel so bad and pain that I so wanted to die…”
Robin: “Don’t think about such thing… It not going to help you beside I am sure she will not be happy to see you like this…It not going to be easy for sure but you have to live through the pain…”

Darryl started talking to Robin about his feeling and the decision and everything that he is trying to avoid now… Everything was being told to Robin….

Robin: “Have you tried talking to Kenny?”
Darryl: “No…”
Robin: “Why?”
Darryl: “I don’t know… I just don’t want to talk to him…”
Robin: “But this is serious… You are having thought of suicide… I need to tell him”
Darryl: “No... Don't..."

Robin: "Why?"

Darryl: "I don't know... Maybe i don't want him to worry" Darryl lied...
Robin: “Stop it… Stop having all these thought… Somehow, I am glad that I am here now with you… But why do harbour such thought?
Darryl: “I don’t know… All I know is I am such a let down…”
Robin: “Silly… If you are a letdown, then why are so many caring for you…”

Darryl started talking to Robin with regards to certain incident and conversation he had with grandma that eventually lead to the decision but then he still feel that he did not made the right decision… This thought is eating him up everyday…

Kenny thought that after this conversation with Robin, everything should be ok but never did he thought that he will find Darryl unconscious on the bathroom floor the next morning…

To be continue…

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